I don’t know here is am indirect answer- who has to keep a list of people that has forced then to have sex and a list of people they have had sex with willingly? And eleny’s words was opened accidentally but she never had much to say.
Lol i have to have that list for the messed up therapist. And another book 
I never think of others only myself. You should know that
Only that you are am insensitive person
Sorry i am not the best and I’m glad I’m not normal.
I need to wash these khakis love you work is going fast
How? I mean just because you are so nosy and want to know everything and then i have to explain. And you needing approval and insecure all the time?
Thank you. Look did you ever learn anything about compassion from your family?
Yeah when she knows how to be a woman and not try to be the man
I thought you said you were going to work on this and you prayed? It is wrong for you to be this way. I have never given you any reason to be insecure about other woman. And i thought we would never hang upon one another
You said you were fine because it was work related. If i wanted to deceive you, you would never know. I tell you everything even when i know i should not even when you will be upset. Because i do not lie to you and i do not stray
I never said that, i told her i would text her so she would know my number. Why is this about a person? This is about your insecurity. I have not done anything. You just don’t want to deal, you are the wishy washy one. Saying you love me and understand one minute and then flipping out like some jealous woman over anything
That is what i always do i call and hang up I’m front of the person or text- hey this is jonathan, making sure you have my number. Why are you like this? Why are you so angry? So insecure? I’m with you or i was . No one else. Just you. And that isn’t enough for you. You are the one who wants more.
But we both decided to lay off being overeactive and i have not been like that in a while. Why am i debated the way you feel? You may have changed but you are still unsure about who you are i rub your stomach you think i do that stuff because i do not love you or the way i am up against you? Why cant you just talk to me?
So work stuff is wrong? You are insecure.
Writing my book is wrong?
You are insecure.
Yeah i wont need that stuff forever so ill get she of it at that time. Maybe you are right. But what is wrong is how big of a chance i have you and you don’t even bother to think of it. I stopped bringing it up. But you are the one who found it so easy to lie about things so stupid to someone you love. I am not lying to you. If i even thought about another girl then i would tell you. I always do. Why over this?
If i was sneaky you wouldn’t know it. Don’t you see. I could just not tell you things? And you would never know never get upset or irate. But i tell you anyway
Lucky? Am i lucky that you are like this? Thanks i feel lucky
Yeah you are crazy alight
Why have i stayed with you so long? Why have i begged you to love me? It is true, you will do whatever you want. I have stuck around and have not regretted it even a bit. I have not thought about maybe missing out on another. So what if i cant accept your body but i accept you and decide to love you the way you are. You make me smile when i am not around you
So are we just going to say whatever?
That is because you make me smile inside, like a fart.
You are right. You deserve better. I do things that other boyfriends would not do. But i do not lie. And if i think of flirting i think of how i am with you so i do not. But you are right. I cant let go, my heart is in a million little pieces. No one wants to hold that much. You cant take this heart anymore. I understand
I know i need you though. That is what i know. Ill try to tell you every little thing even if you only love me as a friend now.
I’m out of class honey. You are the only one i texted that to
You will always wonder.
if i was interested i would just do something about it. Why am i trying to convince you otherwise. I told you that you were right. I get it, you are done
No matter how much i would show you attention or drive across town to meet you or try to let people know we were together. You still would have never dealt it enough. I’m not enough.
I miss you. I need your ideas about work
Please call when you can.
Please text at least when able. I miss the thought of you. I got you something today.
right now i ain’t waiting I’m letting sarah go early and him go now so i can be home with you….?
No i meant. Never mind. I love you. Whatever you want.
You decide. Ill be waiting right here
I’m sorry that i claimed you if you are not mine to claim
No it is cool. You are tired of trying with me. You have told me how other guys would be. I cant play word games. I talked about you. A lot.
I have chosen to be with you and I will be with you until you let me go.
I’m giving you a chance. Before i say ok. I’m still here, still yours, still faithful. What is it going to be? None of this its cool stuff. I’m telling you that you can have a man or you can look for that little boy you will find. So? You want your man and to know that i am yours, or are you going to stay insecure. I’m done with any pictures of others. I can go through words when i have time to see what i need to finish the book. I am giving you a chance to act like a lady and have me.
You weren’t waiting on me because my woman calls.
When I’m done in the shower you better have a smile on your face and your arms open ready to love on me.
